Thursday, November 19, 2009

BIue notes over the skyline.

I have nothing nice to say today, but I figure I ought to say something on here every once in a while. I have been in a funk for a while now and you know the saying "If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all." I try to apply that sentiment in my life. But sometimes I think I need to say good things, or try to say good things, to remind myself that there are good things. And really it is approaching Thanksgiving so I should give thanks for things, not be super bitter and unhappy like I have been. Today I was thinking, "Things are not going well in a single area of my life." This thought was immediately followed by, "That cannot be the case, things have to be going fine in at least one area of your life." So I thought a little and it is true, I have my health, and good health, as far as I know. I have a job, a place to live, more clothes than a person ought to own and a closet that fits all of them. I have friends and family, though spread out all over the place, who love me and care about me (thanks for the reminder Greg!). I am thankful for all of these things. But when does my life move beyond that? I have got to be doing something wrong. I need some inspiration. Maybe I will go see that Sandra Bullock movie The Blind Side. It looks like it might be inspirational. I don't know, whatever, I'll figure it out. Or the answer will become clear or something.